MY LOVELEE LIFE .

2010-10-17T21:27:00.000-04:00

someone is FAR from camera shy lol

pub crawl

2010-10-17T10:41:00.009-04:00

this year i got to participate in the 16th annual pub crawl. what it basically is, a crew of people (most of them work for the city cops,firemen,ect) get together and bounce from bar/club/lounges. it started at five and the last destination was at twelve. youre SUPPOSE to have a drink & shot at every stop, so of course everyone was feeling verrrryy nice. there were so many people that they rented a bus so noone would have to drive. we got 50% off drinks, no entrance fee and no i.d. check . . .not too shabby!
also, you have to buy a pub crawl tee to be a part of the party and they donate the funds. im not exactly sure where to but i know it's for a good cause.
anyways, i had a pretty good time. i went with my boyfriend, his mother, her bestfriend, my sister in-law, her boyfriend and a bunch of other friends.
i honestly dont know how i made it to the last bar because i was pretty intoxicated lmao
here's a few pics :

way past due . . ..

2010-10-16T15:26:00.003-04:00

it's been so long , too long since ive updated this . . .
not because i lost intrest or anything but life has been keeping me sort of busy,
then when i have tried to destroy & rebuild i never liked the outcomes.
anyways, im back for now.
since ive been gone alot has changed, mostly ashton. he's six months, going on seven and he never fails to amaze me with his new progressions. it's like every other day this little boy is teaching himself something new, before i know it he'll be washing his own clothes & cooking his own meals *covers eyes*

everyone was telling the truth when they said
"cherish every moment because they grow sooo quick" . . .yes indeed.
yesterday was pretty chill, me and an old friend of mine set up a playdate for our children. since theyre pretty close in age it works out perfectly, even though he son beats up on mine a little bit lol. give ashton two months and he'll def have some work for his little friend lol. im glad they get to spend time together now since theyre young, i want ashton to have a lifetime friend <3

cute eh ?

HAPPY BUNNY DAY

2010-04-04T13:41:00.002-04:00

2010-04-02T00:03:00.004-04:00

TODAY WAS GAWJUS OUTSIDE . ASHTON HAD A DOCTORS APPT , JUST A REGULAR CHECK-UP .
HE KNOW WEIGHTS ( 8 POUNDS 11 OUNCES ) & IS STILL 21 INCHES LONG .
HE COMES BACK WHEN HE'S EXACTLY TWO MONTHS FOR HIS SHOTS WHICH IM DREADING , HE'S GONNA BE SO CRANKY . POOR BABY "/
AFTERWERDS I DECIEDED TO DROP HIM OFF WITH HIS GRANDMA SO ME & THE HUBBY CAN HAVE A LITTLE FREE TIME . WE LITERALLY DROVE AROUND FOR 30 MINUTES BEFORE WE COULD THINK OF ANYTHING TO DO WITH OURSELVES , SO WE WENT FOR A PINA . IT'S ASHAME HOW GHETTO THAT PLACE IS , IT WASNT ANYTHING LIKE THAT LAST SUMMER . IT'S INFESTED WITH TEENS WHO ARE OUT PASSED THEIR CURFEW , PEOPLE BLASTING MUSIC FROM THEIR HOOPTIES , SPANISH GIRLS WITH 5 POUNDS OF GEL IN THEIR HAIR .
EWW CURLS LOOKING LIKE THEYVE BEEN DEEP FRIED LOL X=

I HAD HALF OF A *SINGLE SHOT PINA & WAS GOOD . I DIDNT WANNA GET TOO NICE & THEN HAVE TO GO HOME TO LITTLE MAN . I THINK IT'S SAFE TO SAY THAT IS MY LAST TIME GOING THERE , ILL FIND A NEW SPOTS FOR CHEAP DRINKS & A NICE BUZZ .
NOW SOME FLICKS :

MUST BUY !

2010-03-31T13:32:00.001-04:00

GRACO SWEETPEACE NEWBORN SOOTHING SWING - SNUGGLY SAFARI *

THIS SWING HAS SAVED MY LIFE .
NOT ONLY IS IT CUTE AS FUCK , BUT IT DOES A SHITLOAD OF STUFF .
SWINGS AT DIFFERENT SPEEDS ,
PLAYS SOUNDS ( WOMB , OCEAN , JUNGLE )
& YOU CAN EVEN PLUG YOUR IPOD INTO IT & LISTEN TO IT THERE ;
HOW DOPE IS THAT ?!

2010-03-31T13:14:00.004-04:00

MONDAY WAS MY 1ST TIME LEAVING MY SON'S SIDE . I HAD A FEW ERRANDS TO RUN & DIDNT WANT TO TAKE HIM OUT BECAUSE THE WEATHER WAS KIND OF NASTY , SO I LEFT HIM WITH HIS GRANDMOTHER . I HONESTLY THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE HARDER BUT IT WASNT SO BAD , MAYBE BECAUSE I KNEW I WAS COMING BACK IN A MATTER OF AN HOUR OR SO .
WHILE I WAS OUT I MANAGED TO GOTO BESTBUY TO CHECK THE STATUS OF MY CAMERA & UNFORTUNITLY THEY TOLD ME THAT IT WAS UNFIXABLE SO I ENDED UP GETTING A NEW CAMERA .
I WENT FROM A ( NIKON D60 )
TO A ( NIKON D3000 ) . IT'S ACTUALLY AN UPGRADE & AT FIRST I WAS DISSAPOINTED BUT AFTER PLAYING WITH IT FOR A WHILE IM HAPPY MY OTHER ONE BROKE LOL .

TODAY ASHTON'S UMBILICAL CORD FINALLY DRIED UP & FELL OUT , WHICH MEANS I CAN GIVE HIM A REAL BATH IN HIS BABY SPA . I HOPE HE LIKES IT BECAUSE WHEN I GAVE HIM A SPONGE BATH HE WAS PISSED THE FUCK OFF LMAO .
ANYWAYS HERE'S A FEW FLICKS OF MY PUMPKIN VIA NIKON :

THE 1 WEEK MARK

2010-03-28T22:19:00.002-04:00

TODAY MAKES ONE OFFICIAL WEEK THAT ASHTON HAS BEEN HERE .
WHAT A HECTIC & HAPPY WEEK LOL ,
HE ALSO PULLED HIS FIRST R.KELLY TODAY :
I WAS CHANGING HIS DIAPER ( WHICH HE HATES BTW ) & ALL THE SUDDEN PEE STARTED SQUIRTING EVERYWHERE !
EVERYONE TOLD ME TO BECAREFUL BECAUSE BOYS DO THAT ALOT & COMPLETELY IGNORED THE WARNING .
DEF LEARNED MY LESSON TODAY LOL X=

HERE'S A PICTURE I TOOK OF HIM EARLIER .
UNFORTUNITLY ALL THE PICS I HAVE FROM HIM WERE TAKEN ON MY BLACKBERRY .
MY NIKON IS IN THE SHOP & THE CANON DIGI BROKE THE DAY BEFORE I GAVE BIRTH ,
BOOOOO !
I HAVE TO MAKE A STOP INTO BESTBUY ASAP

ASHTON'S FIRST SPONGEBATH

2010-03-27T16:43:00.003-04:00

I WAS GOING TO HOLD OUT ON GIVING HIM A BATH BECAUSE HE HATES BEING NAKED BUT WHEN I WENT TO CHANGE HIS DIAPER TODAY ALL THE PEEPEE WAS ON HIS CLOTHES SO I HAD NO CHOICE .
HE SCREAMED OFF THE TOP OF HIS LUNGS THE WHOLE TIME , BENDITO LOL .

2010-03-27T16:11:00.003-04:00

IVE BEEN GONE FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT FOR GOOD REASONS .
ON SATURDAY MARCH 20TH I STARTED TO GET CONTRACTIONS SO I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL , THEY CHECKED ME OUT & TOLD ME THEY WERE ONLY "BRAXTON HICKS" WHICH BASICALLY MEANS THEY ARE FALSE ALARMS . THEY SENT ME HOME & TOLD ME IF IT HAPPENED AGAIN TO COME IN , SO WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE AM I HAD SIMILIAR PAINS JUST A LITTLE MORE INTENSE BUT I DIDNT WANT TO EXAGGERATE & GET SENT HOME AGAIN SO I SAT IT OUT UNTIL IT WAS UNBEARABLE . ONCE I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL THEY CHECKED ME OUT & TOLD ME I WAS 8 CENTIMETERS DIALATED , RIGHT AWAY THEY GAVE ME MY EPIDURAL AND LET ME TAKE A NAP UNTIL I WAS 10 CENTIMETERS . WHEN I WOKE UP I WAS SURROUNDED BY JUST ABOUT EVERYBODY FROM MY MOTHER TO MY BOYFRIEND & HIS FAMILY .
I WAS IN PAIN BUT IT REALLY WASNT AS BAD AS EVERYONE MAKES IT OUT TO BE , BUT THEN AGAIN I HAVE A VERY HIGH TOLERANCE FOR PAIN . BEFORE I KNOW IT THEY KICKED EVERYONE EXCEPT MY BOYFRIEND , HIS MOTHERS & MINE OUT THE ROOM SO I COULD START PUSHING . I DONT KNOW WHY I THOUGHT PUSHING WOULD ONLY TAKE 30MINS BUT IT SURE DIDNT . I PUSHED FOR FOUR HOURS STRAIGHT , BY THE 3RD HOUR THE DOCTOR WAS TELLING ME I SHOULD GET A C-SECTION BECAUSE HE WASNT DROPPING BUT I REFUSED TO BE CUT OPEN . THAT WAS UNTIL I LOST ALL MY ENERGY & GAVE IT WHICH WAS THE ONLY TIME I CRIED THROUGH THATY WHOLE 10 HOURS OR LABOR . I FELT LIKE I GAVE IN & I REALLY WANTED TO BE STRONG AND GIVE BIRTH THE NATURAL WAY BUT EVERYONE KEPT TELLING ME HOW GOOD OF A JOB I DID AND HOW AMAZED THEY WERE THAT FOR 4 HOURS I PUSHED .

THEY TOOK ME INTO A OPPERATING ROOM AND CUT ME OPEN , IT DIDNT HURT BECAUSE I WAS DRUGGED UP BUT I FELT ALOT OF PRESSURE AND THEN SUDDENLY I HEAR A BABY CRYING ;
I WAS SOOO OVERWHELMED . MY BOYFRIEND DIDNT MAKE IT ANY BETTER BECAUSE HE BURSTED INTO TEARS LIKE A BIG BABY LOL . THEY PUT THE BABY NEXT TO MY AND I GAVE HIM A KISS & AFTER THAT I BLACKED OUT . I WOKE UP IN THE RECOVERY ROOM ALL ALONE & I ATTEMPTED TO TALK TO MY NURSE BUT I WAS SOO FUCKING HIGH I DIDNT MAKE ANY TYPE OF SENSE , IT WAS LIKE I KNEW WHAT I WANTED TO SAY BUT WAS SAYING SOME RANDOM ASS BULLSHIT.
I WAS LITERALLY SO DRUGGED UP I HAD A DREAM ABOUT "MCLOVING" FROM SUPERBAD LMFAOOO
ANYWAYS ;
THEY TOOK ME UP TO MY HOSPITAL ROOM WHERE MY BOYFRIEND WAS WAITING AND THEN THEY BROUGHT MY LITTLE MAN IN WHERE I GOT TO HOLD HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME ;

ASHTON RICHIE GALVEZ
8 POUNDS 8 OUNCES
21 INCHES LONG

IT HONESTLY DIDNT HIT ME THAT I WAS HAVING A BABY UNTIL I ACTUALLY HAD HIM IN MY ARMS . FOR THE 9 MONTHS I KNEW I WAS PREGNANT BUT THERE'S NO FEELING LIKE ACTUALLY SEEING YOUR CHILD FOR THE FIRST TIME . I CAN LITERALLY STARE AT HIM FOR HOURS IN AMAZEMENT , LIKE " WOW , THIS LITTLE PERSON REALLY CAME OUT OF ME ! " . THE FIRST FEW DAYS WERE KIND OF HARD BECAUSE OF MY SURGERY , I FELT REALLY WEAK BUT THE DOCTOR TOLD ME IN HER 30 YEARS OF PRACTICING SHE'S NEVER SAW SOMEONES WOUND HEAL AS FAST AS MINE DID IN 3 DAYS WHICH GOT ME HYPED LOL . TOMORRO WILL MAKE A WEEK THAT HE HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE AND IT GETS EASIER BY THE DAY . I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH AND I NEVER THOUGHT ID BE CAPABLE OF FEELING THIS WAY ABOUT ANYTHING , BUT IT FEELS WONDERFUL .
I LOVE YOU ASHTON < 333

MENS BALENCIAGA SPRING 2010 ; NIIICEEE

2010-03-17T00:07:00.002-04:00

MY JEANS ARE NEVER EMPTY BEEATCH !

2010-03-15T20:04:00.002-04:00

NICKI ; "RIGHT ON" MAGAZINE

2010-03-15T19:55:00.002-04:00

2010-03-13T15:42:00.001-05:00

& HE CAN STILL GET IT ; MMM MMM MMM

2010-03-13T15:14:00.001-05:00

2010-03-13T00:49:00.001-05:00

Sponsor BMF
by BlakMusicFirst

WWW.PYKNICWEAR.COM

2010-03-13T00:12:00.001-05:00

2010-03-11T12:33:00.004-05:00

AFTER ALL THIS TIME , SHE STILL LOOKS FLAWLESS .
SHE DESERVES SOME TYPE OF AWARD OR SOMETHING LOL

2010-03-10T16:18:00.000-05:00

A PIC FROM MY MATERNITY SHOOT ;

2010-02-14T20:57:00.002-05:00

LASTNITE MY AUNTS , COUSIN & MYSELF WENT OUT TO FRIDAYS FOR DINNER AND DRINKS .
IT WAS MY AUNT ANNIE'S BDAY & MOST IMPORTANTLY ONE OF HER LAST OUTTINGS WITH US IN A WHILE BECAUSE SHE IS MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA . SHE RECENTLY GOT AN OFFER FROM HER TO JOB TO GET PAID ALOT MORE IF SHE TOOK THE OPPORTUNITY IN WORKING IN THE NEW BRANCH THEY OPENED UP , SO SHE TOOK A SMALL TRIP TO GET A FEEL OF WHAT LIFE WOULD BE LIKE IN A NEW SURROUNDING AND LIKED IT .
IM PRETTY SAD THAT SHE WONT BE HERE TO SEE MY SON GROW UP BUT I'M GLAD THAT SHE HAD THE CHANCE TO IMPROVE HER LIFE AND I WILL MISS HER VERY MUCH . ALTHOUGH I COULDN'T HAVE DRINKS LIKE THE REST OF THE GALS I ENJOYED WATCHING THEM ACT UP AND THE GIRL TALK WAS PRETTTTTY INTERESTING . HERE'S A FEW PICTURES , YOU MIGHT NOTICE I LOOK A LITTLE DIFFERENT , I GOT EXTENSIONS PUT IN MY HAIR BECAUSE EARLIER THAT DAY I HAD MY MATERNITY PHOTOSHOOT .
ILL BE POSTING THOSE PICTURES AS SOON AS I GET A HOLD OF THEM , BUT FOR NOW ENJOY THESE *WINK*

THE BDAY GIRL

MONICA , ANNIE , TONI & KECIA

ME & MONICA

AQUARIANS <33

FROZEN STRAWBERRY MARGARITAS ; CANT WAIT TO HAVE ME ONE OF THOSE X=

BIG SISSY ; LITTLE SISSY .

LOL @ MY BOTTLE OF WATER

THE END !

2010-02-11T12:32:00.001-05:00

2010-02-08T11:27:00.004-05:00

BABYSHOWER #2 WITH THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE < 33

OUR HUGE ASS CAKE .

MY MOMMA ; UNCLE TOPO ; TITI KECIA ; MY COUSIN MONIQUE & MY AUNTS MONICA & ANNIE .

ME & MY TWIN < 33

ONLY A FEW WEEKS UNTIL I BECOME AN OFFICIAL MILF !

ME , MOMMA & MY CURLY HEADED BROTHERS (=

ME & THE HUBBY WITH OUR SONS GODPARENTS .

THE BABIES GIFTS .

THE PARTY TURNED OUT REALLY WELL & IM GLAD ALL MY FAMILY CAME OUT
& THEY GOT TO MEET MY NEW EXTENDED FAMILY.
THERE WAS LOTS OF YUMMY FOOD & GOOD CONVERSATION
& EVEN THOUGH IT SNOWED ALOT THE NITE BEFORE PPL STILL MADE IT THERE WHICH I APPRECIATED. . .
EVEN IF THEY WERE LIKE 3 HOURS LATE X=

I HAVE ALOT OF OTHER PICS I UPLOADED TO MY FACEBOOK;
YOU CAN CHECK THEM OUT THERE ! < 3

2010-02-01T14:11:00.009-05:00

SINCE THIS UPCOMING SATURDAY I WILL HAVE A BABYSHOWER/LUNCH FOR JUST MY FAMILY I DECIEDED TO HAVE ONE WITH ALL MY GIRLIES SO , THIS PAST SATURDAY I HAD A BABYSHOWER/PASSION PARTY .
EVEN THOUGH I AM HAVING A BABYBOY I DECIEDED TO THEME MY PARTY AROUND VALENTINE'S DAY SINCE I AM A FEBRUARY BABY & AFTERALL CUPID WAS A MALE SO IT WORKED OUT PRETTY CUTE . IVE BEEN PLANNING AND SETTING UP THIS PARTY FOR A WHILE NOW AND I AM SOO GRATEFUL THAT MY AUNTIES HELPED ME OUT AS MUCH AS THEY DID BECAUSE IF IT WERENT FOR THEM MY PARTY WOULDVE GONE TO SHIT LOL .
ANYWAYS , LET'S START OFF WITH THE GOODIES :

PINK HEART SHAPPED RICE CRISPIES .

HEART SHAPPED CUPCAKES MADE MY ME (=
EVERYONE SEEMED TO LOVE THEM CAUSE THEY WENT SUPER QUICK .

CANDY BOWL WITH ALL PINK CANDIES .

CORSETTE GOODIE BAGS I GAVE ALL THE GIRLS , WHICH IM SURE THEY'LL ENJOY WITH THEIR LOVERS
OR BY THEMSELVES X=

TOYS , LUBRICANTS & EDIBLE GOODIES !

THE CUPCAKE HOLDER & ONE OF MY 3D ULTRASOUND PICS .

ME & MY GUEST :

JUBELL , ME & LYNNE .

ME & JUBELL

ROXANNE , ME & JUBELL'S ASS AGAIN LOL

ASH , ME , SAMMY & LIANNE

ME & ASH .

TIARA , RAY & ME .

ME & MY SON'S GODMOMMA .

MY TITI ANNIE & MYSELF .

MY TITI KECIA & SHE WAS ALSO THE HOSTESS FOR THE DAY .

SAMMY & HER STRAP-ON LMAO ;

& THATS A WRAP FOR NOW ;
BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THE LADIES WHO CAME OUT TO SHOW ME LOVE.
I REALLY APRECIATE IT < 33

2010-01-21T15:15:00.000-05:00

KID CUDI X BABY MILO ; PARTY TEE *

2010-01-21T15:10:00.000-05:00

MORE ALICE SHIT LOL ;
LIMITED EDITION ALICE IN WONDERLAND X URBAN DECAY COLLABO

2010-01-19T19:58:00.010-05:00

ALICE IN WONDERLAND X OPI
WITH SHADES OF ;

OFF WITH HER RED .

ABSOLUTELY ALICE .

MAD AS A HATTER .

THANKS SO MUCHNESS .

ALL FOR THE AFFORDABLE PRICE OF $7.50 (=

2010-01-18T14:13:00.001-05:00

2010-01-16T23:53:00.002-05:00

YEEZY HAT .

2010-01-15T01:31:00.004-05:00

- TAKEN TODAY
- US MESSING AROUND & BEING THE GOOFY ASSES THAT WE ARE .

THE MORE & MORE TIME PASSES AND OUR RELATIONSHIP GROWS I AM SO THANKFUL THAT HE IS THE LAST PERSON I SEE AT NITE AND THE FIRST PERSON I OPEN MY EYES TO IN THE MORNING .
AFTER MY LAST RELATIONSHIP I THOUGHT I WASNT GOING TO TAKE ANYONE SERIOUS FOR A VERY LONG TIME . THE BREAK-UP WAS SO UGLY THAT IT MADE ME A BITTER PERSON FOR A WHILE AND I HONESTLY THOUGHT PUTTING UP A ARMOR WALL AROUND MY FEELINGS TO SHUT PEOPLE OUT WOULD KEEP ME FROM GETTING HURT . IN ALL REALITY , ME AVOIDING LETTING ANY TYPE OF SENTIMENAL FEELINGS IN ONLY WORKED AGAINST ME ; THAT EMPTY SPACE IN MY LIFE JUST KEPT GETTING BIGGER AND BIGGER .
AFTER A WHILE I LEARNED TO EXCEPT THE FACT THAT I HAD MADE SOME WRONG CHOICES IN THE PAST & THAT SITTING THERE AND BEATING MYSELF UP OVER IT WASNT GOING TO HELP ME PROGRESS AT ALL . SO I TURNED MY NEGATIVE INTO A POSITIVE ;
NOT BY PRETENDING THE PAST NEVER OCCURED BUT BY LEARNING FROM MY MISTAKES & ALWAYS KEEPING THEM IN MIND FOR FUTURE REFRENCES . UNFORTUNATELY I WAS NEVER ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO WATCHED SOMEONE ELSE MAKE A MISTAKE & LEARN FROM IT , I'M A KNUCKLE HEAD . I HAD TO FALL ON MY ASS JUST TO PICK MYSELF BACK UP.
IN THE END IT MADE ME WHO I AM NOW WHICH IS ;
A MUCH SMARTER , MATURE , LEVEL-HEADED PERSON WHO HAS FINALLY COME TO PEACE WITH HERSELF . FROM TIME TO TIME WHEN I LET MY THOUGHTS WANDER OFF I THINK
" WHAT IF I WOULDVE DID THINGS DIFFERENT , HOW WOULD SHIT BE ? "
BUT THAT ONLY STICKS FOR A QUICK SECOND BECAUSE I ALWAYS COME TO THE REALIZATION THAT SOME SHIT REALLY DOES HAPPEN FOR A REASON & AS FUCKED UP AS A SITUATION MAY SEEM AT THE TIME . . . .
IN THE LONG RUN YOU'LL UNDERSTAND WHY THINGS ENDED UP THE WAY THEY DID .

HERE I AM NOW ABOUT TO START THE BIGGEST & MOST IMPORTANT CHAPTER IN MY LIFE WHICH IS ;
MOTHERHOOD .
I NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE HAVING A CHILD BUTI GUESS FATE FINALLY CAUGHT UP TO ME & EVERYDAY THAT PASSES I GROW EVEN MORE ANXIOUS TO SEE THE GIFT THAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH . HE ISNT EVEN HERE YET & HE IS ALREADY CORRECTING AREAS IN MY LIFE THAT NEEDED IMPROVEMENT & MAKING GROW INTO THE WOMAN I WAS ALWAYS MENT TO BECOME .
I AM LITERALLY ON A CLOUD AND ALL THE PETTY PEOPLE & SITUATIONS THAT WERE ONCE SO IMPORTANT TO BE SEEM TO NOT EVEN EXSIST ANYMORE . GUESS LIFE ISNT SO BAD AFTERALL (;

2010-01-10T02:02:00.004-05:00

CHANEL VALENTINE'S DAY 2010 COLLECTION ;

2010-01-05T12:06:00.001-05:00

2010-01-05T00:09:00.002-05:00

ME AT 7 MONTHS & GIZMO .

2009-12-30T11:37:00.002-05:00

MARIAH & NICKI ON THE SET OF THEIR NEW SINGLE
"UP OUT MY FACE"
PRETTY CUTE .

2009-12-27T23:39:00.001-05:00

- I PICKED THIS BOOK UP AT BARNES & NOBLES TODAY .
LET'S SEE IF IT'S ANY GOOD.
I'LL KEEP M Y BLOG READERS UPDATED !

2009-12-27T12:46:00.000-05:00

OFFICIAL LOUBOUTIN BARBIE DOLL .
IF I WAS HAVING A DAUGHTER I WOULDA HAD THIS STASHED TIL SHE WAS OLD ENOUGH TO APPRICIATE IT (=

2009-12-24T15:13:00.006-05:00

I WOULDNT WEAR IT CAUSE I'D LOOK FUNNY AS HELL,
BUT IM SURE SOMEONE WOULD LOOK CUTE IN IT (=

2009-12-24T13:54:00.001-05:00

MERRY XMAS BTCHS !

2009-12-23T23:44:00.000-05:00

ONLY THIS BITCH CAN PULL OFF EATING A SALAD & MAKING IT LOOK SEXY AS FUCK LOL

2009-12-23T00:32:00.007-05:00

2009-12-23T00:23:00.001-05:00

DEF NOT MY FAVORITE SONG OFF HIS ALBUM ;
BUT I LOVE THE HOMIE JAY.
ALWAYS GOTTA SHOW HIM LOVE < 333

2009-12-23T00:20:00.003-05:00

STEVE MADDEN ;

THESE *WILL* BE MINE . . .GIMME ABOUT 24 HOURS, NO LESS LMAO.
THEYRE OS MUCH SEXIER IN PERSON !

2009-12-22T14:42:00.003-05:00

WHAT EVERY GIRL IS ANTICIPATING ON (=

2009-12-21T19:59:00.004-05:00

ME AT 27 WKS & 4 DAYS .
AT THIS POINT IN MY PREGNANCY IM STARTING TO GROW VERY
ANXIOUS , TOUCHY , MOODY & CRANKY .
I GET OFFENDED FOR THE SMALLEST THINGS & FIND MYSELF BEING A PHYSCO BITCH.
FOR A SECOND I HAVE TO CATCH MYSELF & TRY TO TALK TO SOMEONE.
EVERY MOTHER IVE SPOKEN TO & TOLD THEM HOW IVE BEEN FEELING, THEY ALL TELL ME THE SAMETHING
"WHEN YOU GROW CLOSER TO YOUR DUE DATE YOUR HORMONES GET A LITTLE CRAZY" .
I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO SEE HIM ALREADY.
I WANT TO HOLD HIM , KISS HIM , GIVE HIM A BATH , FEED HIM , SMELL HIM .
UUGGGH , EVERYTHING !
LOL
PLUS MY BODY IS CHANGING IN WAYS I WOULDNT EVER IMAGINE SO THAT IS KIND OF STRESSFUL ALSO . MY TITS ARE HUGE , MY FACE IS EVEN FATTER THAN IT ONCE WAS ,
MY THIGHS HAVE SPREAD LIKE BUTTER . . .I JUST HOPE AFTER I DROP THE LOAD I CAN GET BACK INTO A SIZE & SHAPE THAT WILL SATISFY MY BOYFRIEND AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MYSELF !

& MY DIET IS CHANGING.
IVE BEEN CRAVING ORANGE SODA LIKE CRAZY , I GO THRU A WHOLE TUB OF COLDSTONE ICECREAM WITHIN A WEEK BY MYSELF MIND YOU.
ALL THIS SUGAR SCARES THE FUCK OUTTA ME.
WISH ME LUCK !

2009-12-21T14:09:00.001-05:00

PEOPLE'S MAGAZINE ; MOST INTRIGUING OF 2009
THIS PICTURE IS SO FUCKIN HOTT !

2009-12-20T23:05:00.002-05:00

KAWS IS A BEAST <33

2009-12-19T20:19:00.001-05:00

2009-12-19T19:19:00.003-05:00

JUICY COUTURE BLACKBERRY COVERS ;
NOT AS CUTE AS I EXPECTED THEM TO BE .
SURPRISINGLY ENOUGH THE KNOCK-OFFS ARE WAY CUTIER.
WHAT A PICKLE "/

2009-12-19T19:05:00.007-05:00

BAD BTCH APPRICIATION < 333

2009-12-19T12:30:00.001-05:00

BAPE ; KID CUDI x MILO T-SHIRT PT. 2
*I LIKE IT ALOT ; I WONDER IF THEY HAVE BABY SIZES FOR MY LITTLE MAN "/

2009-12-19T01:08:00.002-05:00

JANUARY 2010 ISSUE ;
HER SONS ARE SPLIT IMAGES OF HER !

2009-12-18T13:09:00.003-05:00

ME & MY LOVERBOY ;
SNAPPED THIS ON MY BB BEFORE WE WENT OUT TO EAT ON THE DAY THAT MARKED MY 7TH MONTH IN MY PREGNANCY .

2009-12-18T00:55:00.002-05:00

THE HUNDREDS x MICHAEL LAU LIMITED EDITION BLACK COLORWAY TOY .

2009-12-18T00:09:00.002-05:00

OPENING CEREMONY x KEDS CHAMPION 2009 HOLIDAY COLLECTION .
THESE ARE A MUST HAVE ; I LOVE EM ! < 3

2009-12-17T16:07:00.001-05:00

BADGIRLS CLUB PUNKS VANESSA SIMMONS ; HMMM REALLY THO ?!

2009-12-16T22:24:00.000-05:00

THIS MOVIE LOOKS CRAZY ; DEF SOMETHING YOU GOTTA WATCH AFTER SMOKING A FATTY !

2009-12-15T14:09:00.006-05:00

& RIHANNA IN GQ ;
YIKES . . . SHE LOOKS AMAZING !
THERE'S ALOT OF OTHER PICTURES BUT FOR SOME REASON MY BLOGGER UPLOADING DEVICE IS ACTING LIKE A BIATCH !

2009-12-15T13:40:00.004-05:00

& MORE PHOTOS FROM RIHANNAS "SO HARD" VIDEO WHICH HASNT BEEN RELEASED YET.
IT AIRS THIS THURSDAY [ DECEMBER 17TH ]

2009-12-15T13:37:00.001-05:00

I NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS , WOULD EVER PICTURE THESE WORDS COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH
OR FONT FLOWING FROM MY FINGER TIPS
BUT JEEEEZUS , DOES 50 LOOK DELICIOUS IN THIS AD !!!

2009-12-14T15:35:00.012-05:00

THE FIRST ONES ARE MY FAVVVVVV < 333 !!!

UGG ART & SOUL AUCTION
TO BENIFIT ST. JUDE HOSPITAL RESEARCH

2009-12-13T21:56:00.000-05:00

SWAG SURFIN'

2009-12-13T18:42:00.000-05:00

THIS SHIT IS HOTTTTTT , DEF A CLUB BANGER [-;

2009-12-07T10:37:00.000-05:00

I'LL BE NEEDING THIS FOR MY SON WHEN HE'S BORN.
IT'S ONLY A GOOD $1,000.
*ADDS THAT ONE TO THAT PERSONAL BABYSHOWER REGRISTRY GIFT*

2009-12-05T19:44:00.002-05:00

SO HARD

2009-12-05T18:40:00.002-05:00

IM NOT THE BIGGEST RIHANNA FAN, FOR THE MOST PART I NOTICE PEOPLE ARE EITHER
-TEAM BEYONCE
OR
-TEAM RIHANNA
SO YOU ALREADY KNOW WHO'S MY FAV, IM BIAS X=
I HAVENT GOT A CHANCE TO LISTEN TO HER ALBUM , WHICH IM NOT TOO INTRESTED IN BUT IF I COME ACROSS A FREE DOWNLOAD THEN ILL TAKE THE TIME & GIVE IT A SHOT.
THIS SINGLE IS REALLY DOPE THO
& THE VIDEO LOOKS LIKE IT'S GOING TO BE HOTT AS WELL !

2009-12-04T19:51:00.001-05:00

25 WEEKS & 1 DAY PREGNANT .
I WAS IN THE DRESSING ROOM IN THE MALL, DECIEDED TO TAKE A QUICK PIC .
LUCKILY, AS OF NOW I STILL HAVE A SHAPE. LET'S SEE HOW LONG ITLL STAY
*CROSSES FINGERS*

2009-12-02T23:40:00.003-05:00

BENEFIT ; MY NEW FAVORITE SHIT (=

2009-12-02T23:29:00.002-05:00

-MY CHUBBY ASS AT STARBUCKS ; IVE NEVER BEEN THERE & ALL OF THE SUDDEN IM HIGHLY ADDICTED TO THEIR NEW
[ CARAMEL BRULEE LATTEE ]
WHICH I PLAN TO STOP DRINKING ASAP, BECAUSE NOT ONLY IS IT SUPER FATTY BUT I DONT THINK CAFFINE IS TOO GOOD FOR MY BABY. IT'S YUMMY THO I RECCOMEND IT TO ANYWHO WHO LIKES COFFEE & SHIT, WHICH I HATE SO IT'S WEIRD LOL.
ON ANOTHER NOTE IN A PAST ENTRY I HAD WROTE ABOUT ME FINDING AND PICKING A BABY NAME BUT I AM LOST ALL OVER AGAIN. I CAN BE TYPICAL & TRADITIONAL & NAME HIM AFTER HIS FATHER BUT THERE ARE WAY TOO MANY RICHARD'S WALKING AROUND IN THIS COUNTRY . I HAVE TWO OPTIONS THAT MAY WORK, BUT I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO GIVE BIRTH TO HIM & SEE HIS FACE FIRST TO ACTUALLY NAME HIM.
-I ALSO HAD A DOCTORS APPT TODAY AND EVERYTHING IS NORMAL, HE IS NOW ONE POUND. THE ONLY THING THAT SUCKS IS E HAS A WHOLE IN HIS HEART WHICH IS DIFFERENT FROM A MUMER THAT WE WILL HAVE TO GET CLOSED UP BEFORE HE TURNS TWO. IT'S PRETTY SCAREY BUT THE DOCTOR TOLD ME IT ISNT TOO RARE, ALOT OF CHILDREN ARE BORN WITH THE SAME THING.
ANYWAYS, IM OFF TO BEDD.
< 3333

2009-12-01T00:53:00.002-05:00

- ME & SAMMY ON THE TRAIN ON OUR BACK BACK TO JERSEY FROM NEW YORK YESTERDAY.

- MY SILLY ASS DECIEDED TO GO THERE IN A NEW PIAR OF HEELS I PURCHASED THE SAME DAY BECAUSE I WANTED TO BREAK THEM IN, WHAT A STUPID IDEA !
AS SOON AS WE GET OFF THE TRAIN I HAD TO GOTO H&M & PURCHASE SOME FLATS BECAUSE IT BECAME UNBEARABLE . EVEN AFTER THAT I GUESS MY FEET SWOLE UP AND I DIDNT WANT TO WALK, SO AFTER MACY'S WE DECIEDED TO LEAVE.
- IT'S CRAZY BECAUSE DESPITE THE FACT THAT I AM EXPECTING & MY BODY IS GOING THRU SOME EXTREME CHANGES IVE BEEN ABLE TO MANAGE MYSELF VERY WELL AS FAR AS WALKING AROUND AND GOING ABOUT REGULAR DAY AS I WOULD IF I WERENT PREGNANT. BUT IM FIGURING ALL MY SYMPTOMS ARE HITTING ME AT ONCE !
- TODAY I MAKE SIX MONTHS & FIVE DAYS , WHICH IS NUTS BECAUSE THE TIME HAS BEEN JUST BREEZING PAST LIKE NOTHING. IN A WAY I AM HAPPY BECAUSE IM GETTING CLOSER TO SEEING MY BABYBOY BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I AM A LITTLE SAD BECAUSE I AM STARTING TO APPRICIATE THE ADVANTAGES OF BEING PREGNANT. WHICH ARE BEING PAMPERED , ALWAYS CARED FOR OR CONCERED & EVERYONE I GO EVERYONE COMPLIMENTS ME ON HOW CUTE ME & MY BELLY ARE AND IT MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY. ALL MY FRIENDS THAT ALREADY HAVE CHILDREN ALL TELL ME ONCE I GIVE BIRTH NOONE IS REALLY GOING TO PAY ME ANY MIND ANYMORE, IT'S GONNA BE ALL ABOUT THE BABY . . .WHICH IS FINE BECAUSE I MY ATTENTION WILL GO TO HIM ALSO BUT IM SURE FROM TIME TO TIME IM GOING TO BE A LITTLE JELLY "/ LOL
- BUT WHATEVER, I KNOW THAT'S SOMETHING THAT WILL COME & GO JUST AS QUICKLY SO I AM BRACING MYSELF FOR IT. SO FAR I CAN HONESTLY SAY I AM HAVING A VERY GOOD PREGNANCY, AT TIMES I CAN GET REALLY CRAZY BUT FOR THE MOST PART IM NOT AS EMOTIONAL AS EVERYONE TOLD ME I WOULD BE. I HEARD STORIES OF FEMALES CRYING OVER FRENCH FRIES WITH NO KETCHUP & I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA BE A WEIRDO BUT THINGS ARE PRETTY NORMAL. I ALSO THINK WHAT PLAYS A BIG PART TO THAT IS THE FACT THAT MY BOYFRIEND IS VERY SUPPORTIVE & TRIES HIS HARDEST TO MAKE THINGS AS EASY FOR ME AS POSSIBLE. SOME FEMALES WHO ARE LESS FORTUNATE GET STUCK WITH A DICKHEAD, WHICH ALOT OF THE TIME ISNT THEIR FAULT SO I CONSIDER MYSELF TO BE VERY LUCKY. BESIDES THAT FACT, I HAVE MY MOTHER THAT EVEN THO THE BABY ISNT HERE YET SHE'S GIVING ME ALL TYPES OF DIAPER RASH TIPS & SHIT LMAO. MY SONS GODMOTHER WHO ALREADY IS PLANNING ON HAVING ALL HIS STUFF OVER SO SHE CAN KIDNAP HIM & MY GRANDMA WHO MAKES HIM BOOTIES & BLANKETS. IT FEELS GREAT & I HOPE EVERYTHING WORKS OUT FOR THE BEST (=

2009-11-29T01:11:00.000-05:00

2009-11-27T15:38:00.000-05:00

SIZE SEVEN PLEASE ; THANKS !

2009-11-26T12:22:00.004-05:00

MY 22ND WEEK OF PREGNANCY

2009-11-23T21:18:00.003-05:00

EARLIER IN MY PREGNANCY.
MAYBE 18 WEEKS

2009-11-17T21:35:00.002-05:00

IM SURE EVERYONE ALREADY POSTED THIS & HONESTLY I DONT BLAME EM.
JUST SAW THE VIDEO FOR THE FIRST TIMES A FEW MINUTES AGO AND
WOW-WOW-FUCKING-WOW IS ALL I COULD REALLY SAY.
BEYONCE, IS REALLY AMAZING.
ALL THESE OTHER CHICKS TRYING TO BE SIMILIAR TO HER
- RIHANNA
-KERI HILSON
ECT
THEYRE COOL,
BUT THIS BITCH GOT THE FUCKING CROWN.
GEE-ZUZZZZZ THIS VIDEO TOOK ME TO ALL TYPES OF NEW HEIGHTS LMAO

DISCO 21 BY FOREVER 21

2009-11-15T21:46:00.004-05:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

2009-11-02T10:33:00.018-05:00

IF YOU WANT TO SEE A BIGGER, BETTER QUALITY VERSON OF THE IMAGE JUST DIRECTLY LEFT CLICK ON THE ONE YOU'D LIKE TO SEE !

MALLY = MADONNA ;
ASH = SNOW WHITE ;
VICTORIE = LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD W NO RED HOOD, SO A VAMPIRE A I GUESS ;
JADE = A SEXY MAID ;
ME = A PREGNANT RAGDOLL (-;

2009-10-25T21:28:00.003-04:00

SHE'S BACK & STILL AS BEAUTIFUL AS SHE WAS FROM HER LAST VIDEO.
I KINDA SAW HER A LITTLE DIFFERENT AFTER I READ MASHONDA'S LETTER TO HER ABOUT THE AFFAIR HER AND SWIZZ WERE HAVING BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY NOONE BUT THOSE THREE KNOW HOW IT REALLY IS ;
PLUS THAT DOESNT TAKE AWAY FROM ALL THE TALENT THIS WOMAN HAS. IM NOT TOO CRAZY ABOUT THE SONG, MAYBE ITLL GROW ON ME BUT IM A FAN OF HER SO I DECIEDED TO POST.
ENJOY !

2009-10-23T22:36:00.002-04:00

I THINK IT'S SAFE TO SAY THIS IS THE CUTEST LINGERIE EVER IN LIFE ;
EVEN THO IT'S FOR HALLOWEEN I CAN SEE ME DOING A FLY ASS SHOOT WITH IT.
NOT ME PARTICULARLY, BUT MAYBE SOMEONE I'D SHOOT . .
OR ME X=
LMAO

2009-10-22T00:55:00.005-04:00

- ME AT 18 WEEKS AND 5 DAYS
- I WANNA BE MINNIE FOR HALLOWEEN
- THIS COSTUME IS PRETTY CUTE BUT LOOKS KINDA CHEAP TO ME
- PLUS I WANNA SHOW MORE PREGGO CLEVAGE X=
- & I LOOK VERY PALE IN THE FACE
- NO MAKE UP , LONG DAY
- STILL CUTE THO
- BURRRRRR !
LMAO

2009-10-18T15:04:00.004-04:00

OVER THIS UGLY, COLD RAINY WKND THERE WASNT MUCH TO DO THAT I WOULD BE DOWN FOR SO DURING THE DAY I STOOD IN AND LISTENING TO MUSIC & FRIDAY ME AND THE NOVIO DECIEDED TO GO SEE
- LAW ABIDING CITIZEN.
THE TRAILORS LOOKED REALLY GOOD, PLUS JAMIE FOXX IS A GREAT ACTOR & GERARD BUTLER HAS BEEN ONE OF MY FAVS SINCE 300 & I HEARD HIS PENIS WAS SHOWN SO OF COURSE I HAD TO GO!
BUT NOPE IT WASNT, JUST HIS BUNS *BOOOOOO!!* LOL. FROM THE START OF THE MOVIE IT GOT RIGHT TO THE POINT I HONESTLY DONT THINK THERE WAS A TIME PERIOD WHERE IT DRAGGED IT WAS MOST DEF WORTH 10BUCKS !
I CANT WAIT TIL IT COMES OUT ON DVD SO I CAN SEE IT AGAIN.

SATURDAY MY BABY COUSINS MICAH TURNED TWO YEARS OLD SO MY AUNT HAD A LITTLE PARTY AT HER HOUSE FOR HIM & AFTERWERDS WE WENT TO SEE PARANORMAL ACTIVITY. THE HYPE HAS BEEN EVERYWHERE FROM THE NEWS, TO THE INET, RADIO ECT SO I WAS INTRESTED. THE ONLY THING THAT KILLED IT FOR ME WAS AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS REAL AND MY MOM TOLD ME IT WASNT SO IM LIKE , THATS CORNEY.
BUT AFTER WATCHING IT I DEF JUMPED MORE THAN ONCE, IT WAS AS SCAREY AS THE BITCHES SITTING BEHIND US SCREAMING THE WHOLE TIME MADE IT SEEM BUT IT WAS A LITTLE FREAKY !
I GUESS MAYBE IT WAS SCAREY FOR ME BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN GHOSTS AND AFTERLIFE AND CRAZY SHIT LIKE THAT BECAUSE OF MY FAMILY SO EVEN THO IT WASNT REAL IM SURE ALOT OF IT WAS BASED ON TRUE EVENTS THAT HAVE OCCURED BEFORE.
YOURE NOT GOING TO ENJOY IT IF YOU GO INTO IT THINKING
"EHH THIS SHIT IS FAKE" .
HAVE FUN WITH IT A LITTLE !

& HERE I AM SUNDAY ANOTHER UGLY DAY OUT.
I HAVE THE FOOTBALL GAME ON ONE TV, MY MP3 PLAYER ON THE PC & IM ABOUT TO HEAT ME UP A SLICE OF PUMPKIN PIE & LAY IN BEDD.
HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED & ENJOY WHATS LEFT OF YOUR WKND ! <3333

2009-10-17T15:27:00.002-04:00

SO, I HAVE TO ADMIT AT FIRST I WASNT FEELING GUCCI MANE AT FIRST, MAINLY BECAUSE THE DUDE IS COUNTRY AS FUCK. DONT GET ME WRONG, I ENJOY ALOT OF COUNTRY RAPPERS MUSIC ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HIT THE CLUB & YOU HAVE LIKE 2 DRINKS IN YOU AND START TO FEEL IT LOL.
ANYWAYS, THIS WAS ONE OF THE FIRST GUCCI MANE SONGS THAT I ACTUALLY LIKED. MAINLY BECAUSE OF THE BEAT IT KINDA HAS THAT ROCK&ROLL FEEL TO IT
& THE CONCEPT OF A FEMALE PLAYER IS KINDA HOTT. DIDNT EVEN KNOW THEY HAD A VIDEO FOR THIS SONG, BUT HERE IT GOES !

2009-10-16T14:55:00.003-04:00

HELLO BLOGGERS <3333
FIRST OFF I WANT TO KINDLY THANK EVERYONE WHO COMMENTED IN MY LAST BLOG POST.
I PUT ALOT OF HEART INTO THAT LAST ONE SO IM GLAD EVERYONE ENJOYED IT !
ALSO IF YOU JUST RECENTLY STARTED TO FOLLOW MY BLOG I APPRICIATE THAT ALSO, FOR SOME REASON WHEN IT TRY TO CLICK ON THE SIDEBAR WHERE MY NEW FOLLOWERS ARE FEATURED IT DOESNT DIRECT ME TO YOUR PAGES SO I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON.

BUT ANYWAYS I HAD AN ULTRASOUND THIS WEEK BECAUSE ONE OF MY BLOOD TESTS CAME BACK ABNORMAL, MOST WOMAN HAVE A POSITIVE BLOOD TYPE BUT MINE IS NEGATIVE WHICH MEANS I HAVE A HIGHER RISK OF HAVING A MISCARIAGE & OTHER THINGS AS FAR AS THE BABIES BLOOD CHROMOSONES MIGHT GO WRONG. SO THEY CHECKED ME AND THE BABY, THEY MEASURED ALL HIS PARTS
-HEAD
-HEART & HEARTBEAT
-EYES
-LIMBS
-SPINE
& OTHER THINGS I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY WERE DOING. THEY SAID EVERYTHING LOOKED VERY GOOD BUT THEY STILL MADE ME SPEAK TO AN GENETIC SPECIALIST WHICH RECOMMENDED I HAVE AN AMNOICENTESIS WHICH IS A PRODECURE IN WHICH THEY STICK A BIG NEEDLE IN MY BELLY AND TAKE SOME OF THE FLUID THAT THE BABY IS IN SO THEY CAN TEST IT AND MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS OK. THERE'S ALOT OF THINGS THAT AN ULTRASOUND CANT PICK UP THAT ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO BE AWARE OF, THE THING THAT SCARES ME IS THERE'S A RISK OF ME HAVING A MISCARIAGE WITHIN 7 DAYS OF GETTING IT SO IM SCARED. BUT THE CHANCES ARE 1 IN 300 AND EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME ITS FOR THE BEST.

IM JUST SO NERVOUS IVE BEEN PRAYING ALL THE TIME TO MYSELF ASKING GOD TO FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE UGLY THINGS IVE DONE IN MY PAST AND BLESS MY CHILD WITH HEALTH. IVE GROWN SO ATTACHED TO HIM ALREADY AND I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN TO HOLD OR TOUCH HIM. I DONT EVEN THINK IM STRONG ENOUGH AT THIS POINT TO LOSE MY CHILD AND I KNOW IM BEING PESSIMISTIC RIGHT NOW BUT IT'S JUST SO SCAREY !
IM STILL HOPING FOR THE BEST AND HOPEFULLY GOD WILL BE WITH ME AND HIM AT ALL TIMES,
MY APPOINTMENT IF FOR WENSDAY SO IM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS =/
MY FAMILY HAS BEEN VERY SUPPORTIVE AND TALKING ME THRU EVERYTHING WHEN I GET EMOTIONAL AND DEPRESSED ABOUT IT. IM SO THANKFUL I HAVE THEM BY MY SIDE, FOR A WHILE I WAS SO HUNG UP OVER HAVING AN ENTOURAGE OF FRIENDS SUPPORTING ME IN EVENTS LIKE THIS IN MY LIFE AND AT THE END MY FAMILY HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME LITERALLY FOREVER. NO MATTER WHAT FALL OUT WE MIGHT HAVE EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING & THEY ARE ALL TRULY MY BACKBONES. I ALWAYSSS THANK GOD FOR HAVING THEM BECAUSE ALONG WITH THE MAN IN MY LIFE WHO IS MY BESTEST FRIEND EVER, THEY ARE ALL THE ONLY THING I HAVE. THE ONLY THING I FEAR OF LOSING AND CARE ABOUT SOOOO MUCH. JUST WRITING THIS MAKES ME EMOTIONAL BUT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE.

IVE MADE SOME MISTAKES IN MY LIFE THAT MADE ME ALOT WISER AND I KNOW IM A GOOD PERSON, ILL COUNT MY BLESSINGS AND KEEP IN MIND. OTHER THAN THAT I FOUND MY SON'S NAME. I HAD SOO MANY PEOPLE GIVING ME ALL TYPES OF DIFFERENT NAMES MY FIRST CHOICE WAS
- KNIGHT, LIKE NAS'S SON BECAUSE I LOVE IT. BUT NAWW
- THEN TROY, BUT NAWWW
- RICHIE, THE FATHERS NAME. I LOVE HIM BUT HELL TO THE NAWW LMAO
- YOUNG, I LIKE IT ALOT BUT NAWW
& FINALLY I FOUND CHE PRONOUCED (CHAY) .
& NO NOT AFTER CHE GUEVARA THE CUBAN REBEL WHO HELPED FIDEL CASTRO TAKE EVERYONE'S MONEY WHICH MIND YOU MY MAN IS CUBAN SO HIS FAMILY HAD ALOT TO SAY ABOUT IT. BUT I LIKE THE NAME ALOT AND THAT'S WHAT IM STICKING TO !
HIS MIDDLE NAME WILL BE LEI, LIKE LEE AFTER ME. LEI IN JAPANESE MEANS THUNDER SO THAT'S PRETTY COOL I GUESS. CHE LEI, SOUNDS SUPER CHINESE BUT MY SON IS GONNA BE A PAPI CHULO SO IT'S ALL GOOOD !
LMAO

WELL ENOUGH RAMBLING
HERE'S AN ULTRASOUND PICTURE. MY BABY IS FINALLY GETTING FACIAL FEATURES

& HIS FIRST PAIR OF BOOTIES THAT HIS TIA LYNNE PICKED HIM UP AT THE GIANTS GAME.
I LOVE EM (=

2009-10-10T18:59:00.003-04:00

SO FROM THE LAST POST ABOUT ME BEING PREGNANT I WAS VERY SOON INTO MY PREGNANCY & DIDNT KNOW TOO MUCH ABOUT WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH THE LITTLE PERSON INSIDE OF ME. WELL IVE BEEN TO THE DOCTORS A WHOLE LOT IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS FOR BLOOD WORK, PAPSMEARS & OF COURSE ULTRASOUNDS & ABOUT TWO WEEKS AGO FOR THE FIRST TIME I GOT TO SEE MY BABY IN ACTION.
TO BE 100% HONEST WHEN I FIRST FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT I WAS MISERABLE BECAUSE HAVING A CHILD WAS THE LAST THING I WANTED BECAUSE I WASNT READY TO GIVE UP LIVING MY LIFE JUST FOR ME. I DIDNT WANT TO STOP PARTYING OR TO STOP SMOKING WHICH WAS SUPER SELFISH AND CHILDISH OF ME & MAINLY BECAUSE ME AND MY BOYFRIEND HAD NOT BEEN TOGETHER FOR ALL THAT LONG AND I KNEW WITH ALL THE BITCHES WHO LOVE TO KEEP TABS ON MY LIFE THEY WOULD HAVE ALOT TO SAY;
BUT NOW THAT IVE GROWN AND GOTTEN OVER THE PETTY INSECURITIES AND WORRIES I COULD CARELESS WHAT THE NEXT BITCH THINKS OR HAS TO SAY ABOUT ME CAUSE THEY ARE ALL IN WAY WORST SITUATIONS THAN I AM IN.
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO BE ONE OF THOSE MOTHERS WHO WOULD HAVE A TERRIBLE PREGNANCY AND REGRET PUTTING HERSELF IN THE SITUATION THAT IVE STUMBLED UPON BUT LIKE I SAID I GOT TO SEE MY CHILD ON THE ULTRASOUND SCREEN MOVING IT'S HANDS AND FEET EVERYWHERE & IT REALLY THAWED OUT THAT COLD ASS HEART IVE HAD FOR SOOOOO LONG. NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD I EVER PICTURE A LIFE INSIDE OF ME GROWING EVERYDAY.
EATING THE FOOD I EAT, LISTENING TO THE MUSIC I LISTEN TO & WHEN IM LAYING DOWN AT NITE FEELING IT SHIFT AROUND WHICH IS THE MOST UNEXPLAINABLE FEELING OF MY LIFE.

I WANTED A GIRL SOOO BAD JUST SO SHE CAN BE AS GIRLY AS ME WITH CURLY HAIR & POOFY DRESSES. EVERYONE WHO SAW MY TUMMY AND THEN SAW ME WAS LIKE
"OMG YOURE GLOWING ITS DEF A GIRL"
AND AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT I KNEW DEEP DOWN INSIDE OF ME IT WAS A BABYBOY. SO THIS WEEK WHEN I GOT MY ULTRASOUND AND THE DOCTOR TOLD ME IT WAS A BOY FOR ABOUT 5 SECONDS I WAS SAD AND THEN WHEN SHE TRIED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF HIM AND HE KEPT TURNING AROUND IT BROUGHT THAT FROWN "UPSIDE DOWN" LMAO. LITERALLY!
IM LIKE WOW, I HAVE THREE BROTHERS & THEY WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ANOTHER LITTLE GUY AROUND THEM PLUS I KNOW MY MAN REALLY WANTED A SON AND IM GLAD I MADE HIM HAPPY. HE CALLED LIKE EVERYONE IN HIS DAMN PHONEBOOK. NOW IM SUPER ANXIOUS TO SEE HIM,
I WANNA HOLD HIM
& KISS HIS FACE AND FEET.
I WANNA GIVE HIM BATHS & LOTION HIS LITTLE BODY UP.
I WANNA SLEEP WITH HIM AT NITE EVEN THO IM SURE HE'LL KEEP ME UP WHEN HE'S HUNGRY AND CRANKY BUT I DONT CARE I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH ALREADY AND I WANT NOTHING MORE THAN BE NEXT TO HIM EVERY MOMENT.

AWE MAN, NEVER WOULD I THOUGHT I WOULD BE A MOMMY BECAUSE OF ALL THE SHIT IVE BEEN THRU IN MY PAST BUT I GUESS IT'S ALL PAID OFF (=
CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU MY LOVE <333333333

2009-10-07T13:46:00.006-04:00

SINCE I HAVENT HAD A SHOOT INA WHILE I FIGURED ME & MY NIKON WOULD TOUCH BASES AGAIN.
I USED THIS LOCATION ONCE BEFORE & PLAN ON USING IT AGAIN BECAUSE I LOVELOVELOVE IT,
THESE PHOTOS ARE OF MY YOUNGER COUSINS WHICH I ENJOY SHOOTING VERY MUCH.
SHE'S GAWJUS, HAS A GREAT SENSE OF STYLE, A NICE PHYSIC & SHE'S VERY PHOTOGENIC.. .
CLEARLY LOL.
I WAS VERY PLEASED WITH THE OUTCOME OF THIS SHOOT, I ACTUALLY TOOK SOME PICTURES OF MY OWN BUT I WASNT TOO HAPPY ABOUT HOW THEY LOOKED. MAYBE ILL CHANGE MY MIND INA FEW DAYS OR SO LOL.
ANYWAYS ENJOY THE EYE CANDY & IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE A BIGGER, BETTER QUALITY VERSON OF THESE PICS JUST CLICK ON WHICH EVER ONE YOU WANT

2009-09-29T13:58:00.000-04:00

the end <33333

2009-09-25T12:27:00.004-04:00

X_ ash's 21st bday
X_ nyc ; dave&busters
X_ her new teacup yorkie chloe
X_ my boots that i lovelovelove
X_ her curls, that im jealous of cause i got this lil ass wig lmao x=

2009-09-20T23:26:00.003-04:00

NEWEST MEMEBER TO MY FAMILY.
AFTER MILO PASSED AWAY I DIDNT WANNA SEE OR HEAR ANYTHING ABOUT ANOTHER KITTY BUT WHEN MY MOM BROUGHT THIS ONE HOME I FEEL IN LOVEEE.
IT'S THE FUNNIEST CAT IVE EVER MET,
I THINK SHE THINKS SHES A DOG.
IF YOU PUT HER NEXT TO YOUR FACE SHE'LL LICK YOU LMAO

2009-09-18T00:20:00.010-04:00

SO USUALLY IM THE ONE BEHIND THE CAMERA BUT THIS WEEK I GOT TO SIT BACK AND ENJOY WATCHING SOMEONE ELSE'S TALENT PUT TO WORK. MY BESTFRIEND MALERIE WAS OFFERED TO DO A PHOTOSHOOT WITH HER COUSINS MAN WHICH IS VERRRRY NASTY BEIND THE CAMERA AND WITH PHOTOSHOP SO OF COURSE SHE COULDNT REFUSE THE OFFER. IT WAS VERY LAST MINUTE AND THE THEME WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A "PIN-UP" GIRL KIND OF VIBE BUT WE HAD TO RUN THROUGH THE MALL LAST MINUTE AND DIDNT EXACTLY FIND ANYTHING THAT FIT THAT DESCRIPITION SO WE WORKED WITH THAT WE HAD.
THE SHOOT WAS ABOUT AN HOUR AND A HALF LONG AND SHE CHANGED INTO TWO OUTFITS. HIS STUDIO IS ACTUALLY LOCATED IN HIS APARTMENT WHICH HOLDS $20, 000 WORTH OF PHOTOGRAPHY EQUIPTMENT; NOT TOO SHABBY. HE WAS SHOWING ME BACK LIGHTINGS AND ALL TYPES OF GADGETS THAT ARE ESSENTIAL FOR A SUCCESSFUL PROFFESIONAL SHOOT.
I WAS SO JELLY =/
LOL BUT GLAD I GOT TO SEE HIM WORK HIS MAGIC AND HER PUT HER LITTLE SASS INTO THE SHOOT. I PLAN ON BOOKING ATLEAST THREE SHOOTS WITH HIM FOR MY MATERNITY PORFOLIO SO I CAN SEND THEM OUT TO AGENCIES THAT SPECIALIZE IN MAGAZINES, ADS & OTHER WORK FOR PREGGOS. OH, AND I WAS THE MAKE-UP ARTIST !
HERE ARE SOME BEHIND THE SCENES FLICKS:

& HERE'S A LINK TO HIS SITE :

http://www.jasonlytephotography.com/
http://www.jasonlytephotography.com/
http://www.jasonlytephotography.com/
http://www.jasonlytephotography.com/
http://www.jasonlytephotography.com/
http://www.jasonlytephotography.com/
http://www.jasonlytephotography.com/
http://www.jasonlytephotography.com/

2009-09-15T12:19:00.004-04:00

AS ALOT OF YOU KNOW IM SLOWELY BUT SURELY BUILDING UP MY PHOTOGRAPHY PORTFOLIO.
EVERY CHANCE I GET I LIKE TO DO A SHOOT MOST OF THE TIME IT'S WITH MY GOOD FRIENDS OR WITH FEMALES I FIND APPEALING AND THAT I THINK WILL CONTRIBUTE NICELY TO MY WORK.
MOST OF THE SHOOTS IVE DONE WERE FOR FREE, BECAUSE MY MODELS DID ME THE FAVOR OF LETTING ME SHOOT THEM AND I DID THEM A FAVOR OF GIVING THEM SOME VISUALS IN CASE THEY WANTED TO GO SOMEWHERE WITH THEIR LOOKS.
I REALIZED I HAVE A VERY GOOD QUALITY CAMERA, BUT TO COMPLETE PERFECT THE IMAGES AND LOOKS I AM SHOOTING FOR I NEED TO BUY SOME MORE ACCESSORIES AND THINGS THAT WILL MAKE THE PICTURES MORE DEFINED. AS OF NOW I THINK IM WORKING VERY WELL WITH WHAT I HAVE.
HERE'S A IMAGE OR TWO I TOOK ABOUT TWO WEEKS AGO ;
SIDENOTE: MAKE-UP ALSO DONE BY MOI ; VERY HAPPY ABOUT HOW GOOD IM GETTING !

U LOVE HOW HER OUTFIT IS SO GIRLY AND PRISSY AND THE SCENERY IS GRIMEY AND DIRTY.
ART !

2009-09-14T17:48:00.004-04:00

IM ALWAYS SLACKING WITH THE UPDATES ON MY BLOG, BUT I BARELY GET FEEDBACK WHEN I DO POST SO THAT DOESNT MOTIVATE ME TO LOGG BACK ON. THEN AGAIN IM A TERRIBLE BLOGGER BECAUSE I NEVER COMMENT ANYONE ELSES SHIT WHICH ISNT COOL EITHER LOL.
TODAY I HAVE SOME TIME ON MY HANDS SO I DECIEDED TO WRITE AND FILL THOSE IN WHO BOTHER TO READ OR CARE ABOUT MY POSTS.
WELL TO START OFF WHICH IS THE BIGGEST AND MOST IMPORTANT CHANGE IN MY LIFE ALMOST TWO MONTHS AGO I WENT OUT TO DINNER WITH MY MAN AND FELT REALLY SICK ON THE WAY THERE AND JUST HAD A "HUNCH" SOMETHING WAS UP SO I TOOK A PREGNANCY TEST AND SURE ENOUGH IT CAME BACK POSITIVE. AT FIRST I CRIED CAUSE I WAS OVERWHELMED, THEN I THOUGHT AND THOUGHT ABOUT USING THE ALTERNITIVE METHOD AND I GOT OVER THAT THOUGHT QUICK CAUSE I REFUSE TO BE ONE OF THESE BIRDS WHO SIT IN THE ABORTION CLINIC GETTING THEIR INSIDES SCRAPPED OUT JUST TO GET KNOCKED UP AGAIN. KARMA IS A BITCH AND I NOR ANYONE ELSE SHOULD BE PLAYING THE ROLE OF GOD. FOR YOU TO KILL SOMETHING INSIDE OF YOU THATS LIVING IS JUST FUCKED UP, I DID IT ONCE AND I REFUSE TO GO DOWN THAT PATH AGAIN.

I WAS SO STRESSED OUT BEING ME AND MY BOYFRIEND HAVENT BEEN TOGETHER THAT LONG AND THIS WAS SOMETHING THAT COULD MAKE US OR BREAK US AND EVEN IF THINGS DIDNT WORK OUT BETWEEN US MY CHILD WAS IS GONNA BE LOVED EVERY SECOND OF EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY. PLUS NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE A GOOD ASS MAN, HE MIGHT DO SOME BULLSHIT AND PISS ME OFF HERE AND THERE BUT COMPARED TO THESE OTHER DUDES OUT HERE I GOT LUCKY AND I KNOW HE'LL BE A GOOD ASS FATHER. AND OF COURSE SHIT HAPPENS FOR A REASON THE LAST THING I WANTED WAS A KID, I CANT STAND THOSE LITTLE FUCKS BUT GOD WORKS IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS AND MAYBE THIS IS A WAY OF ME FINALLY GROWING UP AND MAKING CHANGES IVE SLACKED ON FOR SOOO LONG. I WAS MISERABLE FOR A MONTH,
BUT NOW IM HAPPY. EVERYDAY WHEN I LOOK DOWN AT MY BELLY I IMAGINE MYSELF DOING MOMMY SHIT, BDAYS, XMAS, BABY BATHS, DIAPER CHANGES. . . .IM READY FOR IT ALL (=
HERE'S A PICTURE I TOOK NOT TOO LONG AGO

MY BABY GAVE ME TETAS LMAO, IM HAPPY I FILL MY BRAS OUT.
ANYWAYS MORE UPDATES SOON !

SHOOT EM UP ;

2009-08-31T19:52:00.002-04:00

2009-08-31T19:39:00.001-04:00

YUMM

2009-08-30T12:01:00.002-04:00

2009-08-29T21:07:00.000-04:00

JAYZ INTERVIEW; GOOD SHIT.
JUST GOES TO SHOW WHAT A SMART, TALENTED MAN HE IS.
THE BEST WHO DID IT.
BIG UP [;

2009-08-26T13:49:00.004-04:00

HOW DOPE IS THIS SHIT;
I DONT GET MY NAILS DONE REALLY CAUSE I ALWAYS MANAGE TO FUCK THEM UP SAME DAY STATUS BUT ID DEF PAY FOR THIS.

2009-08-26T12:33:00.001-04:00

GIMME THESE,
SIZE 7 1/2 .
THANK YOU VERY MUCH !

MILO < 3

2009-08-24T13:52:00.002-04:00

ABOUT THREE DAYS AGO MY MOTHER FOUND A INFANT KITTEN IN A WAREHOUSE NEXT TO HER JOB & SHE WAS GOING TO LEAVE IT THERE BUT OF COURSE SHE TOOK IT IN.
I WAS AT THE BEACH AND WHEN I CAME HOME I SAW THE LITTLE GUY & FELL IN LOVE, ALTHOUGH IT LOOKED LIKE A LITTLE ALIEN BECAUSE IT WAS REALLY NEWBORN IT WAS LIKE A LITTLE BABY.
FOR TWO DAYS WE FEED IT KITTY FORMULA WITH A BOTTLE, HAD TO CLEAN IT'S EYES EVERY HALF AN HOUR I SLEPT WITH IT IN MY SHIRT EVERYONE BECAUSE I FIGURED IT LIKED THE SOUND OF THE HEARTBEAT WHICH MADE IT RELAX. THE LAST MORNING I WOKE UP AT ABOUT 8AM, TRIED TO FEED IT AND IT DIDNT WANT TO EAT.
IT'S BODY WAS REALLY LIMBER BUT IT KEPT CRYING ON & OFF FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS, I CALLED THE ANIMAL HOSPITAL BUT HAD TO WAIT FOR MY MOM TO COME PICK ME UP BECAUSE I TOOK IT TO MY BOYFRIENDS HOUSE.
IM PRETTY OPTIMISTIC ABOUT EVERYTHING BUT FOR SOME REASON I REALLY LOST IT, THE MORE IT CRIED AND THE MINUTES PASSED & I COULDNT DO ANYTHING TO MAKE IT BETTER I JUST CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED.
I LAID IT DOWN IN THE BED TO MAKE A PHONE CALL & WHEN I CAME BACK IT WASNT BREATHING ANYMORE, I REALLY LOST IT BAD!!!
I REALLY HAVENT CRIED LIKE THAT SINCE 08, LITERALLY.
I COULDNT EVEN BREATHE, LIKE ONE OF THOSE CRIES YOU GIVE OUT WHEN YOURE 6 YEARS OLD AND YOURE LOST IN THE MALL AND CANT FIND YOUR MOMMY. JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME SAD, BUT MAYBE IT WAS MENT TO BE BECAUSE IT WAS AWAY FROM ITS MOMMY AT SUCH A SMALL AGE AND IT NEEDED TO BE NURSED BY HER. IT WAS JUST REALLY SAD AND SOMETHING I COULDNT HANDLE AT THE MOMENT.
MY POPPA BURRIED IT IN THE BACKYARD ALONG WITH OUR OTHER CAT "GATO" LOL; WHO PASSED ABOUT A YEAR AGO.
[SIIIIGHS]
JUST THOUGHT ID BLOG ABOUT IT AND VENT A LITTLE BIT, ALTHOUGH I HAD IT FOR A VERY SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME I REALLY GREW FOND OF IT & THE FACT THAT I HAD TO SHOW IT SO MUCH ATTENTION PROBLY MADE ME LOVE IT EVEN MORE.
ANYWAYS, REST IN KITTY PARADISE LITTLE MILO
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TWIN-SIES?

2009-08-22T15:03:00.001-04:00

EVERYTIME I SEE KIM UPDATE HER TWITTER I REALLY THINK ITS J LO. FOR A SPLIT SECOND BEING SHE KINDA FAVORS HER NOW WITH THE BLONDE HAIR.
I KNOW SHE SAYS THAT'S HER "IDOL" AND ALL BUT GEESH!
NOW THEYRE LIKE SISTERS

TWO BAD ASS BTCHES THO [;

2009-08-22T14:41:00.002-04:00

IVE ALWAYS BEEN A FAN OF SEAN PAULS VIDEOS AND HIS CHOREOGRAPHY.
I USTO HAVE A BIG ASS CRUSH ON HIM UNTIL HE DECIEDED TO SHAVE THE SIDES OF HIS HEAD . . .
UGG-LAY!

WASTED ;

2009-08-21T23:06:00.001-04:00

THIS IS MY SHIIIET,
IVE BEEN FEELING ALOT OF GUCCI LATELY.
LAST YEAR I WASNT TRYNA HEAR THAT NIGGA FOR SHIT, BUT SOMETIMES A CATCHY ARTIST WILL GROW ON YOU.
WHEN THE SONG STARTS
"HA, HA , HA" KINDA REMINDS ME OF THE OLD CASH MONEY & JUVIE, WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT I REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS JUVINILE LOL.
NICE PARTY, BLUNT SONG.
ENJOY LOVERS

HALLOWEEN

2009-08-20T12:57:00.003-04:00

SO THERE'S EXACTLY 72 DAYS TIL HALLOWEEN ACOORDING TO THE TICKET ON ONE OF THE HALLOWEEN COSTUME WEBSITES IVE VISITED OVER THE PAST TWO DAYS. IM SO EXCITED THIS IS BY FAR MY MOST FAVORITE HOLIDAY!
LAST YEAR I DIDNT REALLY DO MUCH OF ANYTHING BUT THIS YEAR I PLAN TO DO IT BIG!
MY AUNTS HAVING A PARTY AT HER CASA WHICH ALL THE FAMILIES HAVE TO BE THEMED,
SHE'S GONNA BE SNOW WHITE & SHE HAS 7 KIDS SO THEY WILL BE THE DWARFS LOL.
SO IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR SOMETHING ME AND MY NOVIO CAN BE TOGETHER BUT OF COURSE I GOT CARRIED AWAY WITH THE CUTE ASS OUTFITS IVE BEEN SEEING ONLINE SO IM JUST GONNA GET SOMETHING AND HOPEFULLY I CAN THINK OF SOMETHING THAT CAN SORTA KINDA MATCH WITH IT.
ANYWAYS HERE ARE A FEW CUTE COSTUMES IVE COME ACROSS, IM KEEPING THE REALLY CUTE ONES TO MYSELF UNTIL I FIGURE OUT WHICH ONE IM GOING TO ORDER WHICH WILL MOST LIKELY BE AT THE BEGGINING OF NEXT WEEK. I HAVE ALOT OF IDEA, BETTY BOOP BEING ONE SINCE I HAVE A LARGE HEAD, SHORT CURLY HAIR & MY DOG IS WHITE JUST LIKE HER BUT I DONT WANNA WEAR A LONG ASS RED DRESS =/
AAAH, ILL SEE HOW SHIT GOES I GUESS !