Monday, August 24, 2009

MILO < 3

ABOUT THREE DAYS AGO MY MOTHER FOUND A INFANT KITTEN IN A WAREHOUSE NEXT TO HER JOB & SHE WAS GOING TO LEAVE IT THERE BUT OF COURSE SHE TOOK IT IN.
I WAS AT THE BEACH AND WHEN I CAME HOME I SAW THE LITTLE GUY & FELL IN LOVE, ALTHOUGH IT LOOKED LIKE A LITTLE ALIEN BECAUSE IT WAS REALLY NEWBORN IT WAS LIKE A LITTLE BABY.
FOR TWO DAYS WE FEED IT KITTY FORMULA WITH A BOTTLE, HAD TO CLEAN IT'S EYES EVERY HALF AN HOUR I SLEPT WITH IT IN MY SHIRT EVERYONE BECAUSE I FIGURED IT LIKED THE SOUND OF THE HEARTBEAT WHICH MADE IT RELAX. THE LAST MORNING I WOKE UP AT ABOUT 8AM, TRIED TO FEED IT AND IT DIDNT WANT TO EAT.
IT'S BODY WAS REALLY LIMBER BUT IT KEPT CRYING ON & OFF FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS, I CALLED THE ANIMAL HOSPITAL BUT HAD TO WAIT FOR MY MOM TO COME PICK ME UP BECAUSE I TOOK IT TO MY BOYFRIENDS HOUSE.
IM PRETTY OPTIMISTIC ABOUT EVERYTHING BUT FOR SOME REASON I REALLY LOST IT, THE MORE IT CRIED AND THE MINUTES PASSED & I COULDNT DO ANYTHING TO MAKE IT BETTER I JUST CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED.
I LAID IT DOWN IN THE BED TO MAKE A PHONE CALL & WHEN I CAME BACK IT WASNT BREATHING ANYMORE, I REALLY LOST IT BAD!!!
I REALLY HAVENT CRIED LIKE THAT SINCE 08, LITERALLY.
I COULDNT EVEN BREATHE, LIKE ONE OF THOSE CRIES YOU GIVE OUT WHEN YOURE 6 YEARS OLD AND YOURE LOST IN THE MALL AND CANT FIND YOUR MOMMY. JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME SAD, BUT MAYBE IT WAS MENT TO BE BECAUSE IT WAS AWAY FROM ITS MOMMY AT SUCH A SMALL AGE AND IT NEEDED TO BE NURSED BY HER. IT WAS JUST REALLY SAD AND SOMETHING I COULDNT HANDLE AT THE MOMENT.
MY POPPA BURRIED IT IN THE BACKYARD ALONG WITH OUR OTHER CAT "GATO" LOL; WHO PASSED ABOUT A YEAR AGO.
[SIIIIGHS]
JUST THOUGHT ID BLOG ABOUT IT AND VENT A LITTLE BIT, ALTHOUGH I HAD IT FOR A VERY SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME I REALLY GREW FOND OF IT & THE FACT THAT I HAD TO SHOW IT SO MUCH ATTENTION PROBLY MADE ME LOVE IT EVEN MORE.
ANYWAYS, REST IN KITTY PARADISE LITTLE MILO
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