Tuesday, December 1, 2009

- ME & SAMMY ON THE TRAIN ON OUR BACK BACK TO JERSEY FROM NEW YORK YESTERDAY.

- MY SILLY ASS DECIEDED TO GO THERE IN A NEW PIAR OF HEELS I PURCHASED THE SAME DAY BECAUSE I WANTED TO BREAK THEM IN, WHAT A STUPID IDEA !
AS SOON AS WE GET OFF THE TRAIN I HAD TO GOTO H&M & PURCHASE SOME FLATS BECAUSE IT BECAME UNBEARABLE . EVEN AFTER THAT I GUESS MY FEET SWOLE UP AND I DIDNT WANT TO WALK, SO AFTER MACY'S WE DECIEDED TO LEAVE.
- IT'S CRAZY BECAUSE DESPITE THE FACT THAT I AM EXPECTING & MY BODY IS GOING THRU SOME EXTREME CHANGES IVE BEEN ABLE TO MANAGE MYSELF VERY WELL AS FAR AS WALKING AROUND AND GOING ABOUT REGULAR DAY AS I WOULD IF I WERENT PREGNANT. BUT IM FIGURING ALL MY SYMPTOMS ARE HITTING ME AT ONCE !
- TODAY I MAKE SIX MONTHS & FIVE DAYS , WHICH IS NUTS BECAUSE THE TIME HAS BEEN JUST BREEZING PAST LIKE NOTHING. IN A WAY I AM HAPPY BECAUSE IM GETTING CLOSER TO SEEING MY BABYBOY BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I AM A LITTLE SAD BECAUSE I AM STARTING TO APPRICIATE THE ADVANTAGES OF BEING PREGNANT. WHICH ARE BEING PAMPERED , ALWAYS CARED FOR OR CONCERED & EVERYONE I GO EVERYONE COMPLIMENTS ME ON HOW CUTE ME & MY BELLY ARE AND IT MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY. ALL MY FRIENDS THAT ALREADY HAVE CHILDREN ALL TELL ME ONCE I GIVE BIRTH NOONE IS REALLY GOING TO PAY ME ANY MIND ANYMORE, IT'S GONNA BE ALL ABOUT THE BABY . . .WHICH IS FINE BECAUSE I MY ATTENTION WILL GO TO HIM ALSO BUT IM SURE FROM TIME TO TIME IM GOING TO BE A LITTLE JELLY "/ LOL
- BUT WHATEVER, I KNOW THAT'S SOMETHING THAT WILL COME & GO JUST AS QUICKLY SO I AM BRACING MYSELF FOR IT. SO FAR I CAN HONESTLY SAY I AM HAVING A VERY GOOD PREGNANCY, AT TIMES I CAN GET REALLY CRAZY BUT FOR THE MOST PART IM NOT AS EMOTIONAL AS EVERYONE TOLD ME I WOULD BE. I HEARD STORIES OF FEMALES CRYING OVER FRENCH FRIES WITH NO KETCHUP & I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA BE A WEIRDO BUT THINGS ARE PRETTY NORMAL. I ALSO THINK WHAT PLAYS A BIG PART TO THAT IS THE FACT THAT MY BOYFRIEND IS VERY SUPPORTIVE & TRIES HIS HARDEST TO MAKE THINGS AS EASY FOR ME AS POSSIBLE. SOME FEMALES WHO ARE LESS FORTUNATE GET STUCK WITH A DICKHEAD, WHICH ALOT OF THE TIME ISNT THEIR FAULT SO I CONSIDER MYSELF TO BE VERY LUCKY. BESIDES THAT FACT, I HAVE MY MOTHER THAT EVEN THO THE BABY ISNT HERE YET SHE'S GIVING ME ALL TYPES OF DIAPER RASH TIPS & SHIT LMAO. MY SONS GODMOTHER WHO ALREADY IS PLANNING ON HAVING ALL HIS STUFF OVER SO SHE CAN KIDNAP HIM & MY GRANDMA WHO MAKES HIM BOOTIES & BLANKETS. IT FEELS GREAT & I HOPE EVERYTHING WORKS OUT FOR THE BEST (=