MY LOVELEE LIFE .

IVE BEEN GONE FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT FOR GOOD REASONS .
ON SATURDAY MARCH 20TH I STARTED TO GET CONTRACTIONS SO I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL , THEY CHECKED ME OUT & TOLD ME THEY WERE ONLY "BRAXTON HICKS" WHICH BASICALLY MEANS THEY ARE FALSE ALARMS . THEY SENT ME HOME & TOLD ME IF IT HAPPENED AGAIN TO COME IN , SO WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE AM I HAD SIMILIAR PAINS JUST A LITTLE MORE INTENSE BUT I DIDNT WANT TO EXAGGERATE & GET SENT HOME AGAIN SO I SAT IT OUT UNTIL IT WAS UNBEARABLE . ONCE I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL THEY CHECKED ME OUT & TOLD ME I WAS 8 CENTIMETERS DIALATED , RIGHT AWAY THEY GAVE ME MY EPIDURAL AND LET ME TAKE A NAP UNTIL I WAS 10 CENTIMETERS . WHEN I WOKE UP I WAS SURROUNDED BY JUST ABOUT EVERYBODY FROM MY MOTHER TO MY BOYFRIEND & HIS FAMILY .
I WAS IN PAIN BUT IT REALLY WASNT AS BAD AS EVERYONE MAKES IT OUT TO BE , BUT THEN AGAIN I HAVE A VERY HIGH TOLERANCE FOR PAIN . BEFORE I KNOW IT THEY KICKED EVERYONE EXCEPT MY BOYFRIEND , HIS MOTHERS & MINE OUT THE ROOM SO I COULD START PUSHING . I DONT KNOW WHY I THOUGHT PUSHING WOULD ONLY TAKE 30MINS BUT IT SURE DIDNT . I PUSHED FOR FOUR HOURS STRAIGHT , BY THE 3RD HOUR THE DOCTOR WAS TELLING ME I SHOULD GET A C-SECTION BECAUSE HE WASNT DROPPING BUT I REFUSED TO BE CUT OPEN . THAT WAS UNTIL I LOST ALL MY ENERGY & GAVE IT WHICH WAS THE ONLY TIME I CRIED THROUGH THATY WHOLE 10 HOURS OR LABOR . I FELT LIKE I GAVE IN & I REALLY WANTED TO BE STRONG AND GIVE BIRTH THE NATURAL WAY BUT EVERYONE KEPT TELLING ME HOW GOOD OF A JOB I DID AND HOW AMAZED THEY WERE THAT FOR 4 HOURS I PUSHED .

THEY TOOK ME INTO A OPPERATING ROOM AND CUT ME OPEN , IT DIDNT HURT BECAUSE I WAS DRUGGED UP BUT I FELT ALOT OF PRESSURE AND THEN SUDDENLY I HEAR A BABY CRYING ;
I WAS SOOO OVERWHELMED . MY BOYFRIEND DIDNT MAKE IT ANY BETTER BECAUSE HE BURSTED INTO TEARS LIKE A BIG BABY LOL . THEY PUT THE BABY NEXT TO MY AND I GAVE HIM A KISS & AFTER THAT I BLACKED OUT . I WOKE UP IN THE RECOVERY ROOM ALL ALONE & I ATTEMPTED TO TALK TO MY NURSE BUT I WAS SOO FUCKING HIGH I DIDNT MAKE ANY TYPE OF SENSE , IT WAS LIKE I KNEW WHAT I WANTED TO SAY BUT WAS SAYING SOME RANDOM ASS BULLSHIT.
I WAS LITERALLY SO DRUGGED UP I HAD A DREAM ABOUT "MCLOVING" FROM SUPERBAD LMFAOOO
ANYWAYS ;
THEY TOOK ME UP TO MY HOSPITAL ROOM WHERE MY BOYFRIEND WAS WAITING AND THEN THEY BROUGHT MY LITTLE MAN IN WHERE I GOT TO HOLD HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME ;

ASHTON RICHIE GALVEZ
8 POUNDS 8 OUNCES
21 INCHES LONG


IT HONESTLY DIDNT HIT ME THAT I WAS HAVING A BABY UNTIL I ACTUALLY HAD HIM IN MY ARMS . FOR THE 9 MONTHS I KNEW I WAS PREGNANT BUT THERE'S NO FEELING LIKE ACTUALLY SEEING YOUR CHILD FOR THE FIRST TIME . I CAN LITERALLY STARE AT HIM FOR HOURS IN AMAZEMENT , LIKE " WOW , THIS LITTLE PERSON REALLY CAME OUT OF ME ! " . THE FIRST FEW DAYS WERE KIND OF HARD BECAUSE OF MY SURGERY , I FELT REALLY WEAK BUT THE DOCTOR TOLD ME IN HER 30 YEARS OF PRACTICING SHE'S NEVER SAW SOMEONES WOUND HEAL AS FAST AS MINE DID IN 3 DAYS WHICH GOT ME HYPED LOL . TOMORRO WILL MAKE A WEEK THAT HE HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE AND IT GETS EASIER BY THE DAY . I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH AND I NEVER THOUGHT ID BE CAPABLE OF FEELING THIS WAY ABOUT ANYTHING , BUT IT FEELS WONDERFUL .
I LOVE YOU ASHTON < 333