Wednesday, December 31, 2008

_HAPPY NEW YEARS*

SITTING AT MY COMPUTER DESK IN BOXERS& A TEE FREEZING MY TOES OFF & ENJOYING THE LAST FEW HOURS OF 2008. A BIG PART OF ME IS SO GLAD THAT THE YEAR IS JUST ABOUT TO BE OFFICIALLY OVER AND A SMALL PART OF ME IS A LITTLE SAD. ALTHOUGH THIS YEAR WAS FULL OF TEARS, STRESS, DRAMA, BULLSHIT & MORE BULLSHIT I LEARNED A FEW VALUABLE LESSONS AND MADE A FEW FRIENDS THAT I HOPE WILL GROW WITH ME THRU-OUT EVERY SEASON. IVE TIED LOOSE ENDS WITH PEOPLE I WAS ONCE IFFY WITH AND GOT TO SEE SITUATIONS FROM THEIR POINT OF VIEW & IVE ALSO LEARNED WHATS IT'S REALLY LIKE TO BE ON YOUR OWN AND HAVING TO STEP TO THE PLATE INSTEAD OF SOMEONE ALWAYS HOLDING MY HAND THRU LIFE.

THE BEST OF 08;
-KANYE WEST, BEYONCE & YOUNG JEEZYS CD.
-OBAMA WINNING THE ELECTION.
-GETTIN MY CAMERA BACK.
-ME GOING TO SCHOOL AGAIN.
-GOT A PARTTIME GIG WHICH IS QUICK MONEY & SO CONVIENT RIGHT NOW.
-IVE FINALLY BECOME CONTENT WITH MY SINGLE SITUATION & LEARNED TO USE IT TO MY ADVANTAGES.
-I GOT TO HIT THE TWO FEMALES THAT I REALLY REALLY DISLIKED, ITS SQUASHED NOW BUT IT WAS FUNNY FOR THE TIME BEING.
- I MET MY EX'S EX THAT IVE HEARD SO MUCH ABOUT OVER THE YEARS & SUPRISINGLY SHE'S A COOL ASS CHICK I GUESS ITS AN AQUARIUS THING.
-I MADE MY FIRST PHOTOGRAPHY PORTFOLIO.
-IVE GOTTEN ALOT OF EXTRA TIME TO SPEND WITH MY FAMILY.
-BEING ABLE TO LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY.



THE WORST OF 08;
-BUSTING MY ASS AT ALLZONE & RIPPING MY LIQUID LEGGINGS LMFAO.
-WALTER, MARGIE & NIKIS POPPA PASSING AWAY. ..WE ALL MISS YOU EVERYDAY<3.
-FAILING MY ROAD TEST LMAO.
-TRYING TO FRIEND AN OLD FRIEND WHO REALLY HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THEN HOP FENCES AS FAR AS DRAMA GOES; GROWN ASS LITTLE GIRL IS WHAT SHE IS.
-MY DAMN NEAR 3 YEAR RELATIONSHIP COMING TO A TERRIBLE END.
-LOSING MY MINI ME, SHIT HAPPENS I GUESS.
-HAVING A FIST FIGHT WITH MY POPS X=
-& GETTING KICKED OUT MY CRIB.

THAT PRETTY MUCH SUMS UP MY YEAR, SOMETHINGS & PEOPLE JUST ARENT WORTH JOTTING DOWN IN THIS BLOG BUT YOU ALREADY [;
TONITE WHEN THE BALLS DROPS IM GOING TO THANK GOD FOR GIVING MY THE PRIVILIGE OF BRINGING IN THE NEW YEAR WITH THE ONES I LOVE MOST. I ALREADY KNOW IM GOING TO CRY BUT IT WONT BE TEARS OF SADNESS, JUST TEARS OF RELIEF, HOPE & JOY. AS FUCKED UP AS SHIT GOT, AT THE END OF THE NITE EVERY LESSON IS A BLESSING AND WITH THAT SAID IM HAPPY TO HAVE LIVED IN 08 BECAUSE ALOT OF PEOPLE DIDNT MAKE IT.
THE LAST TUESDAY OF THE YEAR WAS SPENT AT DOLCE, AS USUAL & AS USUAL I HAD A GREAT TIME. IT'S FUNNY BECAUSE I WAS STANDING ON LINE & WHO DO I RUN INTO. . .
HMMMM; MY FIRST LOVE. FUCKING CRAZY BECAUSE I HAVENT SEEN THE KID IN YEARS IT JUST FELT CRAZY TO SEE HIS FACE, WE SAID HI TO EACHOTHER AND TALKED A LITTLE ABOUT WHAT WAS GOING ON IN EACHOTHERS LIVES WHILE WE WERE GONE AND THATS ABOUT IT. DUDE GOT A BABY AND HE WORKS & GOES TO SCHOOL AND IM VERY MUCH PROUD OF HIM, I SWORE HE WAS GONNA LOSE EVERYTHING BUT I GUESS YOU SHOULD NEVER SLEEP ON ANYONE.
BUT ANYWAYS SOME FLICKS THANKS TO MY HOMIE FELA:

_CHEESY AS FUCK; IVE BEEN A REAL H&M JUNKIE LATELY. THEY JUST HAVE THE CUTEST OLD SCHOOL DRESSES, I FUCKIN LOVE EM. THEY GIVE YOUR SHAPE THOSE EXTRA CURVES AND ALTHOUGH IS COVERS UP ALOT PRETTY BITCHES AINT GOTTA BE HALF NAKED OR ROCK SHIT 3 SIZES SMALLER TO CATCH THE ATTENTION OF EVERY & ANYBODY. AMEN FOR THE NATURALLY BEAUTIFUL BETCHES. . . I SEE YOU X;
LOL PLUS IVE BEEN DYING TO ROCK OPEN TOES W STOCKINGS & THIS SHIT MESHES VERY WELL.



TWINNIE-TWIN-TWIN; EVERYWHERE WE GO PPL REALLY THINK WE'RE SISTERS. THE FUCCK?
WE LOOK NOTHING ALIKE.



& A FEW FLICKS THANKS TO MY SEXY DIGI THAT NEVER FAILS ME<3





_ME& DEKONTEE; MAD GOOFY LOL



_SWING THAT SHIIIET LMAO


GOOD RIDDENS OH EIGHT;
IM MAKING A VIDEO TOO BUT ILL PROBLY POST THAT TOMORRO.

PS;
MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IS TO CARELESS WHAT PEOPLE'S OPINIONS ARE ABOUT ME,
ESPECIALLY THE ONES WHO HIT ME UP TO SHOW LOVE & POP SHIT TO THE NEXT BITCH.
ALSO, TO GET SOME FUCKING CHEEKS!
THIS SEX FREE SHIT IS STARTING TO KILL ME LMAO

7 comments:

Kay said...

happy new years lovelee ;)

cute pics as alwaysss

Mr. Rush said...

Happy New Year!

$oulCHK said...

lmao! at needing sex.

we deff in the same boat 0_0

ay0v said...

Glad you were able to see another year. Hopefully it will be filled with nothing but good times yeah?
Happy New Year!

Btw; The stockings with the heels or boots are most def. whassup. (;

Sentrell♥ said...

happy new year! Your dresses were very cute. H&M is addicting lol that's why I hate the fact that Miami doesn't have one =(

LaLa said...

super hot photo opts love em
your so freaken adorable and I lovee your hair!

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