Friday, October 16, 2009

HELLO BLOGGERS <3333
FIRST OFF I WANT TO KINDLY THANK EVERYONE WHO COMMENTED IN MY LAST BLOG POST.
I PUT ALOT OF HEART INTO THAT LAST ONE SO IM GLAD EVERYONE ENJOYED IT !
ALSO IF YOU JUST RECENTLY STARTED TO FOLLOW MY BLOG I APPRICIATE THAT ALSO, FOR SOME REASON WHEN IT TRY TO CLICK ON THE SIDEBAR WHERE MY NEW FOLLOWERS ARE FEATURED IT DOESNT DIRECT ME TO YOUR PAGES SO I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON.


BUT ANYWAYS I HAD AN ULTRASOUND THIS WEEK BECAUSE ONE OF MY BLOOD TESTS CAME BACK ABNORMAL, MOST WOMAN HAVE A POSITIVE BLOOD TYPE BUT MINE IS NEGATIVE WHICH MEANS I HAVE A HIGHER RISK OF HAVING A MISCARIAGE & OTHER THINGS AS FAR AS THE BABIES BLOOD CHROMOSONES MIGHT GO WRONG. SO THEY CHECKED ME AND THE BABY, THEY MEASURED ALL HIS PARTS
-HEAD
-HEART & HEARTBEAT
-EYES
-LIMBS
-SPINE
& OTHER THINGS I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY WERE DOING. THEY SAID EVERYTHING LOOKED VERY GOOD BUT THEY STILL MADE ME SPEAK TO AN GENETIC SPECIALIST WHICH RECOMMENDED I HAVE AN AMNOICENTESIS WHICH IS A PRODECURE IN WHICH THEY STICK A BIG NEEDLE IN MY BELLY AND TAKE SOME OF THE FLUID THAT THE BABY IS IN SO THEY CAN TEST IT AND MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS OK. THERE'S ALOT OF THINGS THAT AN ULTRASOUND CANT PICK UP THAT ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO BE AWARE OF, THE THING THAT SCARES ME IS THERE'S A RISK OF ME HAVING A MISCARIAGE WITHIN 7 DAYS OF GETTING IT SO IM SCARED. BUT THE CHANCES ARE 1 IN 300 AND EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME ITS FOR THE BEST.

IM JUST SO NERVOUS IVE BEEN PRAYING ALL THE TIME TO MYSELF ASKING GOD TO FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE UGLY THINGS IVE DONE IN MY PAST AND BLESS MY CHILD WITH HEALTH. IVE GROWN SO ATTACHED TO HIM ALREADY AND I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN TO HOLD OR TOUCH HIM. I DONT EVEN THINK IM STRONG ENOUGH AT THIS POINT TO LOSE MY CHILD AND I KNOW IM BEING PESSIMISTIC RIGHT NOW BUT IT'S JUST SO SCAREY !
IM STILL HOPING FOR THE BEST AND HOPEFULLY GOD WILL BE WITH ME AND HIM AT ALL TIMES,
MY APPOINTMENT IF FOR WENSDAY SO IM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS =/
MY FAMILY HAS BEEN VERY SUPPORTIVE AND TALKING ME THRU EVERYTHING WHEN I GET EMOTIONAL AND DEPRESSED ABOUT IT. IM SO THANKFUL I HAVE THEM BY MY SIDE, FOR A WHILE I WAS SO HUNG UP OVER HAVING AN ENTOURAGE OF FRIENDS SUPPORTING ME IN EVENTS LIKE THIS IN MY LIFE AND AT THE END MY FAMILY HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME LITERALLY FOREVER. NO MATTER WHAT FALL OUT WE MIGHT HAVE EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING & THEY ARE ALL TRULY MY BACKBONES. I ALWAYSSS THANK GOD FOR HAVING THEM BECAUSE ALONG WITH THE MAN IN MY LIFE WHO IS MY BESTEST FRIEND EVER, THEY ARE ALL THE ONLY THING I HAVE. THE ONLY THING I FEAR OF LOSING AND CARE ABOUT SOOOO MUCH. JUST WRITING THIS MAKES ME EMOTIONAL BUT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE.

IVE MADE SOME MISTAKES IN MY LIFE THAT MADE ME ALOT WISER AND I KNOW IM A GOOD PERSON, ILL COUNT MY BLESSINGS AND KEEP IN MIND. OTHER THAN THAT I FOUND MY SON'S NAME. I HAD SOO MANY PEOPLE GIVING ME ALL TYPES OF DIFFERENT NAMES MY FIRST CHOICE WAS
- KNIGHT, LIKE NAS'S SON BECAUSE I LOVE IT. BUT NAWW
- THEN TROY, BUT NAWWW
- RICHIE, THE FATHERS NAME. I LOVE HIM BUT HELL TO THE NAWW LMAO
- YOUNG, I LIKE IT ALOT BUT NAWW
& FINALLY I FOUND CHE PRONOUCED (CHAY) .
& NO NOT AFTER CHE GUEVARA THE CUBAN REBEL WHO HELPED FIDEL CASTRO TAKE EVERYONE'S MONEY WHICH MIND YOU MY MAN IS CUBAN SO HIS FAMILY HAD ALOT TO SAY ABOUT IT. BUT I LIKE THE NAME ALOT AND THAT'S WHAT IM STICKING TO !
HIS MIDDLE NAME WILL BE LEI, LIKE LEE AFTER ME. LEI IN JAPANESE MEANS THUNDER SO THAT'S PRETTY COOL I GUESS. CHE LEI, SOUNDS SUPER CHINESE BUT MY SON IS GONNA BE A PAPI CHULO SO IT'S ALL GOOOD !
LMAO

WELL ENOUGH RAMBLING
HERE'S AN ULTRASOUND PICTURE. MY BABY IS FINALLY GETTING FACIAL FEATURES


& HIS FIRST PAIR OF BOOTIES THAT HIS TIA LYNNE PICKED HIM UP AT THE GIANTS GAME.
I LOVE EM (=

10 comments:

thehoustongirl said...

That is REALLY good that you're positive about your expectancy!!! :D good luck to you and your fam and the name Che Lie is soooo CUTE!

-thehoustongirl

KFUEGO said...

Hey hunny im all types of bored reading your thoughts but; be thankful and VERY positive w. Che lei although certain things came out a little weird doesn't mean nothing okay i can't wait to see how he comes out looking. aww i miss my daughter may she rest in paradise but; yup FAMILY will always be their threw the up's and the down's no matter what that's god gift to us. keep them close cuz at the end that's all we got BEST* of wishes *

Michelle said...

hey lee,
just wanted to let you know Ive been reading your blog for sometime now and i love it. i relate to it a lot.. anyway just wanna say congratulations and stay strong ! :)

Im always Just Me said...

Stay Strong && positive. God Bless you, baby Che & your family. =]

MiSZ BB. said...

i've been your friend on myspace, now on twitter & now i'm reading your blog. we may not know each other but what you decide to share with the world, i can tell you are a beautiful person inside & out. i'm praying for you & your son. i know that's a scary thing to go through but think positive. god knows what hes doing & he will bless you because you deserve it. baby che will soon be in your arms, do not stress about it. btw, thats a gorgeous name.

Miss.Fortune said...

first of all congrats on the baby! thats a blessing

second of all faith is higher than any doctor but its good to have knowledge and know exactly what is going on..
with that said STAY positive.
u are definitely in our prayers

LaLa said...

wooow!!! <3333

jadi-BellaVEI said...

Dont sweat it Lee mymother had it donelast yr formy brother, it scared her toobut the doctors are carefull andit'll be just fine . have faith bebe! p.s gimmie ur emailabout that blog page i spoke to u abouton twitter .the layout , and how much itd cost to design it. lemmie know.or email me @ jahidadee@yahoo.com.

thanx babe

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